I'm very very sad.. :=(
My heart aches & pains very very badly.. :=(
It has been broken into a million pieces.. & it hurts sooo bad.. :=(
Sooo painful.. :=(
I jus simply don't know how to describe my feelings at this moment.. :=(
I think I can cry forever.. :=(
I wish I'm dead & gone..
I hate myself for what I've become..
I hate this person I've become..
It's not me at all..
I want to be the happy-go-lucky Grace like before..
I want to be the happy Grace that I used to be..
I want to be happy like always before.. I want to be happier too..
But it seems impossible..
Someone please shoot me & kill me..
Spare me from this misery..
I don't blame Romeo & Juliet..
I understand their misery..
They were willing to die for the one they love..
At least they were finally able to be together..
In death..