Yeah.. It's been almost a week since M.J. has left us..However, most of us still have not gotten over the fact that he's gone..
Many of his fans, including myself, are still coming to terms with his death etc..
Everyday we still see & hear news of his death via the media.. newspapers.. television & radio broadcast etc.. Speculations on what actually happened before his death.. What led to his death.. & what happened and is still happening, after his death..
Fans of his, like me, are familiar with his life story & it never fails to bring tears to our eyes to always remember all that he had went thru' in his entire life from the moment he was a child star till his recent death..
It really saddens & pains our hearts to recall all the humiliation, pain, hurts, accusations, loneliness, etc. he suffered while he was still alive..
Reports confirmed what eventually led to his death was he suffered from a cardiac arrest.
After years of suffering from ill-health.. his frail body finally succumbed to all the years of accumulated & overwhelming pressure..
News was M.J.'s health had deteriorated thru' the years due to the emotional trauma he had suffered during the 2 court cases he had to face in regards to the accusations of him molesting 2 different boys on 2 separate occasions..
Besides that, his health was further jeopardised when he had to spend the last few months, weeks & days practising for his string of up-coming concerts..
The 50-year-old singer was poised for a come-back with a string of 50 concerts scheduled to start in London on July 13.
They were to be his first concert series for 12 years and were expected to earn him more than US$400 million (S$582 million) according to concert promoters AEG Live.
He wanted to do his very best to earn not just the amount to cover up his debts & annul/nullify his bankruptcy, but to also gratify & enrapture his armies of devoted fans from all around the world..But what was really heartbreaking news was that he mentioned he was threatened by his debtors to perform despite his deteriorating ill health or else they would have him killed!
Poor guy.. :_(
His fame came at a cost.. A lifetime of it & even to the extend of it leading to his untimely death..
He suffered physically, psychologically, emotionally.. throughout his entire life.. since he was a kid..
He really didn't deserve to suffer all that he had to..
Such an amazingly talented, child-like, gentle & mild guy like him really didn't deserve to be so nastily treated in his life..
